What's done is well... Done.

It's sad to think that after 4 months of dating one person you would get somewhere.... Not always the case. I finally broke up with the guy I had been "dating" (if you could even call it that) and I feel relief but at the same time I feel guilt, sad, lonely, happy, and any other emotion you might be able to feel with this "break up". I'm not quite sure how I should really feel yet but I'm mainly just confused I guess. Not much I can really feel is there? I'm not sure about it anymore... Heck I'm not sure about life anymore!!! I'm not sure how much more I can handle physically and mentally. I know that in all I do that the Lord provides and that He works In Mysterious ways. Sometimes I am very patient but then there are times where I can't wait any longer... Hmmm! I think that I'm actually learning something from myself here.. Weirdness