okay.. so i mean it's not THIS brutal.. but it is stinkin hard! and im not sure how to do it and how to handle it... i'm datin this guy who lives on the other side of the country and he works.. a ton! he's gone for long periods of time and i never know if i'll get to hear from him again.. its kindof really hard and im not really sure how to handle it.. so i've decided that the best thing for me is if he and i split. so ive tried talking to him and bringing up things that i struggle with and things that i dont really like about him that he does to me.. so, what does he do? he isnt going to give up that easily.. and this is the first time he's actually going to fight for me and not going to let me go. when i was in PA i broke up with him and i ended up calling him back 2 weeks later and asking him if we could try again... mistake #1. now im stuck in this "pickle" so to speak and i dont know how to get out... now he's leaving for work and i dont get to talk to (or skype) him for 3 months... and i dont want to be "left out" for 3 months of the time we could be talking or skyping... no bueno. so now... i need to tell him that i wanna break up.. and i need to tell him in a way so that i dont hurt his feelings.. and i need to do it soon.. but i dont know how soon.. as soon as he gets home? or soon like before he leaves soon?!?!?!?!?!
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